Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Unit 6: Loving Kindness - Integral Assessment

As I first read the exercise Universal Loving-Kindness, I already knew the power of giving, loving and kindness by praying for the earth and anything breathing air and moving in it.  I pray for the release of pain, suffering, and fear for those who hold on to it and I ask a higher source bigger than myself to protect those who ask for guidance and protection.  It is said to receive you must give, even if its in prayer. It only takes a mustard seed of effort and the more the merrier.

As far as my assessment, boy I have a lot of work to do.  I guess my main concern, and believe me this class definitely has me on my way, is to recognize the distinction between short-term relief of needless suffering and permanent relief.  Second is distinction between immediate pleasure and long-term flourishing, I’m still trying to figure that one out.  Third addresses the aspects, levels, and lines of development that are relevant to my current circumstances.  Like this describes, I have accommodated my inner-self to the outer character of life for a long time.  Habits are hard to break. I think my experience growing up as a child reflex a lot of my uncontrollable emotions now.  I will continue to apply what I have learned in the past 5 years, the last 2 years in college, and through other resources in the way I now under stand it to be.  I will take a careful observation of my current circumstance and modify my behavior in a more pro-active way.  As my spiritual mind body and soul continues to grow and as my values alter, I will reassess what is relevant in the moment it happens in hopes of moving to the next level of understanding the world I live in and me.

2 comments:

  1. The journey continues no matter where you find yourself. Seems that you think you have overcome something and then your shown the same thing in a different scenario and different clothes. You have to laugh at yourself. Moving forward is an accomplishment in itself. The worlds a big place and we can't always see the forest through the trees. Finding the meaning behind many lame cliches can be an aha moment.

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  2. I appreciate your thoughts and comments. You give me a different perspective, not only on the loving-kindness exercise but the personal assessment. Habits are definitely hard to break, but with the proper mindset and focus things I think can change, but it takes time. Continue to strengthen your mind and soul, and your body will follow.

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